hi world..
i know i shouldn't be posting now..
as is super duper late now..
omg..
hahahaha..
im supposed to be tucked in my bed having dreams now..
=O
i just feel like typing this things out..
just suddenly..
haha..
don't ask why..
cause even i dunno..
~!@#$%^&*()_+
alrite..
i've begin to wonder, what are my aims in life..
everytime when im prompted this question, i would stare into blank, think hard, then change the topic..
cause i realised i dun have an aim in life..
haha..
"what to you blah blah blah in life, haiping ?"
quoted by primal, everytime i slack or joke around =D
yeah..
i sort of thought about it..
today..
hmmm..
my aim, is to be a more promising person in life..
how ?
im still trying to figure out..
but im sure, very sure in fact
that it all starts with a little change of mind set..
if i were to change how i think, act, perform..
then this are the few stepping stones that i have in the beginning that will lead to great success in future..
yeah !
but right now..
i wanna change..
but come on..
everyone knows, its impossible to change overnight..
changes takes time..
depend on the person though..
some may take a short while, some long, some however, is forever stuck..
sadded..
but ! i came up with something which i think may help me to change for the better..
which is to pen down my thoughts, aims, dream, goals and whatever you can think of onto papers, and stick them on my wall..
so that i'll be reminded of what to do everyday..
some people out there may think that this is a very simple way to put things down, some may have been doing it since young, some maybe have find this not working..
but for me, this is the first time im actually applying this to my life, whether it'll work or not, depends on me then, yeah ?
haha
have faith then =D
for the past few days, i've been so bored, i jumped around in facebook, blog-hop here and there..
hmmmm
everyone is changing..faster than i thought..
come to think of it, 2010 is nearing already..
like in less than 2months time..
and then i ask myself..
what have i achieve this year ?
did i meet my targets/goals/aims for this year ?
NO is what i can think of..
so, i still have about 2months to go..
why not try to achieve something, something that i can be proud of, something which will be a fond memory for me for the year 2009.
i look around..
many changes are going on without me noticing..
and i cant catch up either..
i see many of my friends getting attached one after another..
happy for them, when's my gonna come ?
but thats ok, getting a girl by the end of this year is my last thing to do however on my to-do-list..
cause i think, it aint that important right now..
and im lazy to find one too..
i see most of my juniors, finished Os, looking for jobs right now..
to keep themselves occupied and to earn extra cash..
when i think back what was i doing after the Os, i was slacking around till 2months later before i started working..
hmmm
well on this hand i see relationships forming, on the other i see relationships tearing apart..
i wun say much, but as long as u're my friend, i'll come in to comfort u..
well..
lets put it in this way..
though just a friend, i'll lend whoever that needs a listening ear, a shoulder to lean on, an arm to hug, a hand to hold/shake and of course i'll try my very best to cheer him/her up, because every friends i have is the very root that i have to this earth =D
recently, i feel closer to some of my friends, dunno why, though knowing them less then a year, but after listen to what they have to say and playing around with them, im very sure im feeling closer.

to a friend,
i know something just happened in your relationship,
though we only know each other less than 2months,
we're classmates !
neighbours !
and definitely friends !
and if you need someone to gobble tubs of ice cream with you, dun hesitate to call me !
i just live a few blocks away from you only :D

certainly, im trying to make a change..
and some might know, i owe alot of people money,
so my first change which im trying to change, is to pay up all my bad debts before 2010..
chinese believes that its unlucky to hold ur debts to the new year..
haha..
dunno how true, but why not just believe..
yeah..
i also just made a few new dreams/goals..
well..
one of them is to travel overseas with my whole family, and i'll pay everything..
haha..
to me, to be traveling with my family is one thing i desire the most now..
well..
dad only fly once, mum never even got a chance to, so i would like to bring them a smile by bringing them abroad and not even asking them to fork out money by the end of my poly years..
i'll work hard to accomplish this..
=D !

life..
i would like to say that its boring..
but then again, if one thinks that its interesting then it will be..
so im trying to make my life as interesting as possible, every moment that i have, i'll make it interesting..
i'll not waste my life, waste my time doing things that doesnt benefits me..
but sometimes i'll still feel like doing it though..
HAHA !
SOME THINGS JUST CANT CHANGE, ITS IN MY BLOOD XD

ok..
ima not gonna go school later on..
cause its BORING !
haha..
see..
haiyaaa..
anyway..
haven been posting such a long winded "story" already..
alrite..
time to slp
*yawns*

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