hi world !
what a good good friday it was yesterday =D
i spend most of my time sleeping..
and woo ! BRUCE ALMIGHTY !
haha..classic show, but awesome !
i wish i had god's power for awhile..
i would enjoy meself !
alright..
so, let me back track...................................
just now, yesterday, few hours ago..
i met up with a few people to go for a pool session and then makan !
met up with isaac and xh first @ mac and had my dinner @ 9pm..
then pooled, kok, wk, vimal and norain came after awhile..
pool is always awesome..
two of norain/kok's friend then came along..
after that, went to a place near mal's house to have supper !
prata, egg, egg onion, plain, tisue, boom, chocolate boom, mee goreng. roti john and much more i forgot..
ate like some pig..
wk especially, ate quite alot and drank quite alot as he said he hadnt eaten anything since he woke up..
hahahahahah
then off we go home(?)
kok, norain and their friends and wk went home...while me isaac and xh had a crazy idea..
"lets go the playground and play the swing"
off we go..
it seems near, but afterall we are going there on foot..
so its FAR..
reached..
the newly renovated playgroung at the amk park mac, you know; opposite amk library.
playing the swing after dont know how many years just seem so nice !
i could recall the past time when me and a few others always went to the playground after band rehearsal or just after school and just play around like fools for hours =DDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.....miss those moments
we're still kids then =D
oh..
we(me xh and isaac) were so bored, we decided to "explore" the playground and took some videos..
haha
u can view them on my facebook=)
we're just dead bored and the night is still young !
HAHAH
sometimes i would think of the past whenever im alone or just before i went to bed..
i would think of those happy times i had with people whom i once love or still loving
i would think of it and just keep on thinking
somehow it just wouldnt get out of my mind
i know most people always say "remember the good times and not the bad times"
yeah i agree..
but come to think of it, u're just remembering them, and enjoying the past memories.
they arent going to happen again ya know
everytime i thought of the time i spent my time with this special someone, i would smile, and then just frown, and then smile again..
i smile because it truely was one of the best moments i had ever had in my life.
enjoying myself and looking at her enjoying herself.
sharing our sweet times together.
do sweet things together.
just so loving.
and then i frown because its not gonna happen anymore.
its just not going to, even if it does, i would be different and it just wouldnt be as special as before.
and i would keep on missing it.
and i could only imagine it and not able to make it happen anymore.
but then i would smile again because this special someone is currently enjoy herself with her Mr.Right and they are living happily ever after.
i should be happy for her.
and i still can see her smile.
the smile that once colored my life.
that sweet sweet smile.
well..
this is it..
just had a chat with this once-a-special-someone awhile ago on msn..
sometimes i still think of her as who she used to be, my special someone..
but nah..its not gonna happen and it will never happen..
so smile !
and the world smiles with ya !
hahahahahahaahahah
ok
its bloody 5am in the morning..
nites ! (morning !)
=D
that 3 months that i had seriously felt like 3 long years to me, maybe thats why after one year, its still so hard to let it go.
