micellaneous
Monday, November 17, 2008 1:45 AM
a collection of things i have to say..
hmmm..
random..
i think..
ok..its been awhile now..it seems like in my school..yckss..alot of people whom i've never seen, heard or even talk to before..knows me damn well !its like wtf..i mean..i was chatting with my friend..then she says her friends knows me..then when her name's mention..i ain't any hell of an idea who on earth is that ?!omg la..and is alot of people lo..especially from the lower sec this year..waseh..i feel notorious but i'm in fact famous(?)..lol..ahahaha..hmmm..some says i got 'famous' cause of me playing solo during band concert..ok lo..win liao..ok..next..i believe many of you people out there know..i'm quite a bully to my juniors..haha!especially my section..haha..but !why still got so many people like me ?find something good in me ?and those people who told me i'm a nice guy are people i didn't expected..hmmm..i'm always hiding my "true" self..but looks like some people caught me in the act huh..but..its rather surprising..really..thats also a problem..because i'm always hiding myself..being funny at times..people dunno when i'm serious..even though i'm already damn serious..they still like : "haha..you joking right..dun play la.."hmph !rawr !ok..nvm..but thanks too !to the people who find me nice..and would trust me..share your things with me..good or bad..happy or sad..i'm very happy..=)yeah.ok..i like this girl..but i dun have the courage to ask her to be mine..yeah..haiping no balls right..haha..but i just dun dare..of all the girls i like before..i found myself in the most stress when asking this particular girl..this unique girl..omg..when i talk normally..everything's ok..when i thought of asking that question..my heart's pounding like hell la..how man..howhowhow..yan da yan..but i'll try my best la..hopefully a miracle happen..nah..i should work hard..try to convince her i'm worth her love..yeah !ok..thats alot of random runts..i love them but i hate them..i like her but i dislike her..i feel stupid but people find me smart..i feel notorious but people says i'm famous..i feel lousy but people says i'm the best..i feel sad but i'm happy..i feel happy but i'm sad..i'm smiling but i'm crying..i'm laughing but i'm weeping..i'm worried but i'm okay..i'm bad but i'm good..dunno what i talking la..suddenly i feel sad..damn damn sad..sad for some people..appear to be having such a nice family..but in fact it ain't that good..sad for myself..having a family thats not a family..3people living together with 3 different mind sets..always arguing..man~i want to say life sucks..but i can't..cause i do have some enjoying moments in life..alot in fact..haiz..going to brisbane soon..
but i ain't feeling excited at all..
maybe a bit..
but dunno why..
deep down in my heard..
i dun wanna leave singapore..
i dun wanna leave my friends..
i dun wanna leave my parents..
i'll worry for them..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i suddenly feel sad again..
sad
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sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
but i'll always pull a smile on my face =Dhaiping's sadly happy :')
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