hi !
this video is what JR introduce to me !
nice ~~
alrite..
hmmm
thursday..
what a day..
woke up as usual for school, not RP, but YCK..
my secondary school !
yeah..
went back for band practice, or rather to teach and guide the ppl i call juniors =D
oh my, like damn long never went back already..
brings back many memories man..
mostly, were the ones that make me smile =)
man..
i think today will be a lengthy post..
sorry people !
i remember the times when i first enter my secondary school..
omg..
like noob sia !
but then again..
haha
funny..
band, well..
was great from the beginning to the very end..
enjoyed most of the moments..
well..
when ppl ask me "what are ur best moments in ur secondary school life?"
i would answer proudly answer "times spent with my bandmates/juniors/besties and that usual gang that i still hangout with now", and i'll end of with a big big smile =D
it was coool..
i seriously love it..
no wonder there's a saying, ur life is most enjoyable one would remember it in their heart forever no matter whether the event is good or bad in secondary life..
well..
it works for me !
i mean..
i think i was on earth for so long..
but i think truly came alive at sweet 16 !
haha..
where many fond memories are formed..
both good and bad, majority good though =D
i could remember almost every single happy times that i spent in band..
(though some of this may not be relevant to some of u readers)
well, i love band camps !
and i love sectionals the most !
though i did not have much section-bonding, literally going out and have fun as a section, but i still love my section !
i can remember, when it all start of which just the four noob faces that just enter band with no single clue of what we're gonna do..
we were; me, kimberly, terri, kerwin..
and we've only got 2 seniors, well, 2 that stayed with us the longest; yongjie & weeboon
yongjie, joker as always, so is weeboon actually..
each time during sectionals..
jokes are always generated by them(and me !)
haha..
cooooooolll
and the four noob face grow up to be good ppl..
hohoho..
at least the 3 of them..
me ok laaaaaa
haha..
kim now NYP..
damn long nvr talk to her already..
kerwin, NAFA..
cool right !
terri, SP..
man, all the smart ass !
became besties..
woots !
my batch people were one of the best friend(s) i can ever have and i would remember them like forever..
HO HO !
and then my juniors..
awwww.....
those awesomely cute, noob, dumb, smart childrens..
well..
SYF and concerts and investitures were always one of those events that we always cherish..
i can remember, the last syf..
arent u juniors just so proud to get a GOLD..
im happy for you people..
well..
though i dun really claim all the credits, some still belong to u juniors..
yay !
band had so many memories..
i kind of miss them now..
today, just went, i feel abit "home"
i mean, after spending 5 yrs there, and with those juniors, wouldnt one just feel like home..
apart from that its just few meters to where i live, ahah !
i think its what they say, "once a musician, always a musician" :D
u can never let it go so easily, although i kind of got like bored of band music for along period..
but after i went to yck today..
it felt like the feeling is just back in an instant..
haha..
im jus' lovin' it =DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
man..
just miss those days..
after band..
went to eat, then jr and viswa went to my house..
played risk !
fucking high..
haha
dunno why..
i dun see people in war getting high like us..
HAHA !

well..
i just wanna say..
people grow..
to be better..
i see many people grow..
my juniors are now seniors of their school..
cool..
i feel old..
haha..
but its good isnt it ?
seeing everyone around u growing happily with a smile =)

nowadays, i dunno why, my eyes turn green easily
(basically i get jealous easily nowadays)
i see my friends, i always laugh at them about relationship, look whos laughing now..
man..
one that always didnt do well in relationship, now had already been with her partner for one year already..
i am jealous, but i admire him too..
brothers, admire lo =D
one that always says relationship sucks, always say mine wun come out well, always say no point getting a girl, and now, he's got a girl himself, almost half a year already..
man..
im jealous, but i admire..
brother =D
one that always kana bully by us, but actually talented in many ways, just not yet discovered.
now, so involved in his cca, always not free to meet, but is actually working very hard in his academic, i always thought that i could lead, but now he's leading so far away from me.
im jealous, but i admire, different colored brother..
haha..
brother from another mother =D
one that is being called noob by us in the past, sometimes being laughed at, now so smart, though same school as me, but smarter than me, so hard working..
im jealous, but i admire..
brothers man =D
each time i see my "couple friends", i get jealous, serious, but i admire them alot too..
and i would sometimes be so bored that i thought to myself, "i once almost/already had this, but why didnt it last ? why dont i have it now? whats missing"
now i actually dun bother to find out..
i guess i'll just put this thought in the last of my waiting list like i said before :)
though im jealous of almost all my friends, but i admire them more than im jealous of them, so im actually quite ok..
haha..
ok..
what a lengthy post..
now !
since Xmas is coming..
music !


hehe..
i think u smile beautifully
=D

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